littletears

why does this  day have to be so aweful??? I feel so sad and lonely and just don't want to eat. When will enough be enough? I want to stop this eating disorder, but it just seems to be impossible. I only ate an apple today and I am still hungry, but I am not eating....i just cant......help...ahh

hope everyone else is feeling better today!

 So I am new to the site and am really hoping for some answers. I am feeling very depressed today and really hungry. I have only eaten an apple and drank some green tea. I hate having this eating disorder, but it has taken over my life. As much as i hate it, I still fear being fat. I do not think I could ever get over this...I still want to lose weight. I HATE this! Does anyone have any suggestions? How can I lose weight a better way? This seems like the only way...:-(

Hope everyone else is doing better than I am today! good luck! :-)