http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/ littletears - LiveJournal.com Wed, 27 Feb 2008 15:17:32 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com blondegraybo 14938615 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/71999920/14938615 http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/ 67 100 http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/810.html Wed, 27 Feb 2008 15:17:32 GMT http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/810.html why does this&nbsp; day have to be so aweful??? I feel so sad and lonely and just don't want to eat. When will enough be enough? I want to stop this eating disorder, but it just seems to be impossible. I only ate an apple today and I am still hungry, but I am not eating....i just cant......help...ahh<br /><br />hope everyone else is feeling better today! http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/810.html public 1 http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/609.html Wed, 27 Feb 2008 15:10:22 GMT http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/609.html &nbsp;So I am new to the site and am really hoping for some answers. I am feeling very depressed today and really hungry. I have only eaten an apple and drank some green tea. I hate having this eating disorder, but it has taken over my life. As much as i hate it, I still fear being fat. I do not think I could ever get over this...I still want to lose weight. I HATE this! Does anyone have any suggestions? How can I lose weight a better way? This seems like the only way...:-(<br /><br />Hope everyone else is doing better than I am today! good luck! :-) http://blondegraybo.livejournal.com/609.html public 0